" Apologize "
The Warning
I only ache
In the wake
Of a broken never,
There is no thrill
In the crime,
I have lost the pleasure,
Skin on skin means nothing
If there is no blood to bleed,
Simply quenching hunger doesn't kill
The need.
Hands always move
On their own,
Self-inflicted torture
Feel, imitate,
Stimulate,
Futuristic horrors
Basking in the glory
Of our manufactured vice,
Fade away to nothing 'cause
Now nothing will suffice!,
I don't mean to make you nervous,
I've been sad but not depressed,
Wasting breath, waiting for nothing
'Cause you won't
Apologize,
Apologize!
(Clean the mess that you made),
(Own up to the blame)
(At the end of the day),
(So easy to say)
(It's not your fault now),
Nails on my skin
Just to check
If my heart's still beating,
Head in my hands,
Only I
Hear the quiet screaming,
Shaking turns to crying
In my short-lived fake delight,
The bitterness of trying
Haunts me through
The night,
(And I don't mean to make you nervous),
(I've been sad, but not depressed),
(Lately, I've been feeling something)
(When I'm high up on my meds),
I'm smiling at a screen wearing a name that's not my own!,
It's only in these moments when you truly feel alone-
-Apologize!,
A name on a screen
Means nothing to me,
Hypnotic machine,
Your hands are clean,
It's not your fault now,
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Clean the mess that you made,
Own up to the blame
At the end of the day,
So easy to say
It's not your fault now.
/* By WarMachine66 */